if you were a natural disaster
you'd be an earthquake,
and I would be your seismograph:
a half a world couldn't keep us
separated
(and it is times like this I'm sure
I haven't played enough with matches)
but lets call it self-destruction anyway,
this evidence I'm numb to, this heartache
you've held on to, these memories you had to know
I'd keep.
Love Poetry
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Literature
carry this home, whichever way that is
blended uncertainty,
not the color you picked out,
and covered in all this
spiderweb candlewax;
kept, like something
that could be valuable
but isn't, that c(sh)ould
be forgotten without
time, without
senses
intermediary; forgot
where this was going,
and where I woke up
this morning,
if you were really
here - cold-cut bones,
smoked and
dried
but not the color
you picked out
NaPoWriMo 2014
29
Literature
.picnics.on.ganymede.
candlework on the eve of authenticity
rewards for receiving me, and love,
rain on me and stick like mud and
clammy river water,
when your skin isn't smooth and your fingers
skid across it like the grooves in the soda cap
it takes 17.2 minutes to get to you
from here, never been
to Jupiter, I hear it's nice
this time of year
Napowrimo 2015
30
Literature
casual narcissism made easy
the sound is vaguely positronic,
but not electric, bouncing inside the rules of relativity
the ways that you would call it je me rends,
the colored line of your suspension
asking if the past is real if the present isn't.
the philosopher is an itinerant disgrace,
the kind of thing that made us great,
the very thing that laid the ground for our foundation to collapse
and I say; 'the rules apply, my dear - whether you acknowledge them, or not'
a spell of indiscretion, the thought that you've forgotten to forget.
but you stay standing, thinking, smoking that cigarette of atheism and despair,
and th
Napowrimo 2016
30
Literature
solace in the solar
on the far end of eternity, we,
the ended, the blasted edges
and the cordoned off corrections on our arms
and in our sins -
took the edge off to make us believe in
the glycerin taste of antiseptic on our tongues.
believe the filigree lines of silvered blood
blurring all your words, the symbols in the ash tray
that disintegrate and denigrate the sun,
solace in the solar edged degrees, the steam off melting snow
like midsummer showers
not indicated, but isolated -
and that could be enough
NaPoWriMo 2017
29
Literature
illuminated
a record of my life starts
"on a rainy monday afternoon,"
and the hospital is full and the room is loud,
but I am only present in an absent sense,
and my writing teacher always told me not to start at the beginning
2:10 PM then and every afternoon since I have thought
that mondays left their souls in me,
twisting chains of the day that people do not want,
secular and stilted, left in ringlets around my wrists
and in the long lines on all my fingers -
inscrutable and insecure, my own fingerprints
left bruises on my sides, and those first days
never let me imagine the longest thursday nights,
the shortest sun
NaPoWriMo 2018
29
Literature
Some Sort of Girl
She must have been
Some sort of girl.
The sort that always knows when
But never takes the chance to.
And her eyes,
They were beautiful and cool
Like summer nights, and winter mornings
Half asleep but more alive
Than the click-clack letters I love so much
And her hair,
It may have well have been
Electric blue, or something else
Like the wires that brought us together
And her body,
Like silk, or sand paper
Was wedged between the stars,
As sure as my poetic goodbye.
And her clothes,
It didn't matter what they were,
Bright and vibrant no longer,
Dull and worn like pixels on an old computer screen
And her words,
Like velv
Ancient History
2
Literature
innocence
we found each other
in black and white photographs
(i was twelve, you were thirteen)
what a world
we were on the playground
with each other,
more often then not
i thought i loved you
(there was nothing there
i knew nothing;
you knew less
we met two years too early.)
and two years later,
you disappeared
(salt lake city
is a lot farther away
then i remembered)
we've never talked
(we let go of each other's hands
just like we let go of hearts
we never held.)
in the blink of an eye,
we disappeared.
our faces were never as red
as they remembered
we were never as in love
as i thought
i dreamed i kissed you once
i put
Series 1
8
refinement or layers on the firmament by creativelycliche, literature
Literature
refinement or layers on the firmament
blistering sun, look upon the winter like
the melted forest of our buried severance,
echo-like, severe on the face of re-iced streets,
black on black on sheets of thinner steel between
the beaten and the burst cell chain-link,
on the verge -
well, the splintered collar, the the sliver, diamond
and the silver,
lines on lines on cinders left from the burning
of these memories, the depth of which
I can see,
the start of which I am beneath;
a chiseled front that left the upper layers spent,
a whole for every instant but it won't arrange
itself in time or in tune,
and I can see - but like brittle stone on the end piece,
empty, spent - b
bolt-still, the iron in its home
like arrows in the homestead,
a sign but not a message:
words like tiny knives,
wintergreen and mint,
permafrost like roots into
the heart outside the door -
locked in, locked out, locked in, locked -
tiny cuts and cracks, the imperfect lines
in imperfect atoms, and you,
still breathing when all the air
has left the room.
bite my soul-turned eyes,
the empty taste of empathy and
salt, left me drowning in the vinegar,
burning me alive and
making my fingers taste like noise,
the thoughts inside me, behind my eyelids
scattered like a skipping record,
a stone across the railway tracks
and while the train whistle lingers
in the morning-tide, it still descends;
a lantern on the leeward side,
and I recline
and it always feels like morning,
waking up not ready for the day,
the understanding that there is more to do
on the tip of the tongue,
the edge of the shoulder blade,
frosted lanes inside these bones
the engines of the knees begging for the evening.
the stream blossoms ceaselessly from the well,
spilling over, spilling over,
the sun on my right side. the morning burns,
but in the evening it will cool,
leaving its mark on me and turning my insides blue
wrote the news on all my fingers,
smeared and blurry I can't say it reads
any different, but the silent h is there,
still whispering in my ears and bouncing
off my eardrums,
spilling over, spilling over
Antwerpean Prtozoa by creativelycliche, literature
Literature
Antwerpean Prtozoa
in the future they have learned to
measure souls, weigh us against the
parts of us we don't like:
from the thunder of the miasma,
a instant that became: cold,
and in the distance made it real
left on the doorsteps of low-country
divines, the better zone we let go of:
the first pieces of the big lies
that burn the weeds out,
and in the future, they still know hoe to lie,
fake our fingerprints and cut them into stone,
could ask me: the sticks they measure with are beautiful,
but carved.
ripped and rhyming by creativelycliche, literature
Literature
ripped and rhyming
turned my life into a mirror,
reflecting back what others see,
blind-light spectrometry,
measuring me,
have you ever felt the cold sun,
the one that make you shiver in its light
illuminating the curves inside my spine,
better when the morning's bright
just add UV, the package says
the longest evening lying on the lawn,
dreaming this will help, modern chemistry
just praying in the morning you'll be gone.
left you for the drum beat,
and if the night is dark,
it is only because you left
the curtains closed -
coffee, black, to taste the bitter
and compare it to the feeling in your chest -
to wonder if this just how it started
or if this is how it will rest.
stone-topped the dead are buried,
on the outside,
where the cold can break them both.
if the sun rises,
the world will still be the same,
but the morning doesn't bring the light down
on the same shoulders,
the light along the creek-bed, dry
mountain-topped with the changing storms,
careless we think she will take care of us
when we broke upon her back the news
of the death of every one of her children,
there isn't a care in the world
for the fall of Rome,
canyon-ridged like healing wounds,
the wheels broken on the stones
beneath our feet
stacked the stars like stairs
to let you walk into the heavens,
the light bastard amber in the eventide,
crosshatched letters to shade in all the
edges of your mind, teachers in the mean
time call it what you do, internal rhyme
and bring the marble stone to life.
is it your likeness or are the freckles not quite right;
never saw you in this light, alabaster, ivory,
those eyes still dead.
and maybe the poems and the altars
were never meant to remember you.